I Have No Wisdom

I have no wisdom to write

Upon this page for you

No light to shine within so

You can see my inner soul

Yet you think what you read

Gives you insight about me

So you can tell me how

I should live my meager life

Why do you try and tell me

How to march to my drum

Throw no rocks for your windows

Have long been broken

Ask me not to shine

My light into your soul

For this light of mine

Burned out long ago

They'll Know

Here I sit pen in hand

To write what’s in my head

On this page the words I’ve put

Are written in blood now brown

What I write you will read

You’ll tell me, we think alike

But you’ll say, what I wrote

Are dreams of things unreal

You say my words spoke to you

And someday you’d like to write

Truly you, know not what torture is

For if I could, I’d stop this night

Can’t you hear those demons scream

“Write what you want about us there

Those mortals will never believe

What waits for them down below

Yet after death they’ll understand

What you wrote was subline

As they burn to ashes they’ll know

What is running through your mind”

Is All Lost:

As I write upon this page

What is running through my head

I wonder will anyone understand

Will these words be lost or read

Like the sand on an oceans shore

That just washes out with the tied

Are my words here like that sand

Will man and God watch them die

Maybe someday, some poor soul

Will trip upon those grains of sand

If they read them with their heart

They will cry for their fellow man

What was long ago, is true today

To keep my soul from the pit I dread

I try to write and hope you’ll read

what is running through my head

Serve not Him:

Those that walk upon this earth

Who serve their God below

Think they will someday rule

Yet in truth they’ll burn slow

On this earth they walk with pride

They know not what they’ll find

In that fiery pit full of woe

They’ll be consumed over time

Fire will pour from their mouths

Their skin will smoke for evermore

Bones will turn to ashes white

Then they’ll be again restored

Tho the fire burns white hot

From it no light will they see

Both the outside and from within

Will fry in that lava sea

Screams uttered from their lips

Will blend in with those below

None of us will cry for them

Our tears have dried up long ago

Hidden:

As we walk in the light

Our souls cling to us like shadows

Always hiding from the sun

Like our shadows, they run free

In the dark of night where we

Think neither God nor man can see

What hides deep within our souls

Telling ourselves tomorrow we’ll

Again be purified by the light

Yet we hide our shadow behind us

So no light can touch it and others

Cannot see what lies within

As we creep into those crevices

Our blacked souls will

someday overpower us forever

The Last Laugh

You thought I was really dead

Because you made me put

A bullet through my head

You’re telling, in hell I now roam

And all that smoke and flame

Will forever be my home

Sweetheart do not whine

For I’ve been told by them

You’ll be here in due time

Next to me, you will stroll

As I get to watch demons
Ripping apart your soul

Cry Not:

Cry not for me

No love did you show

No comforting words

Did I ever know

For years you told me

To suck it up, be a man

You don’t have time

To even hold, my hand

Yet when it’s for you

I’m just to do my job

Watch what I say

Don’t act like a slob

Now that I’m dead

I finally understand

I never could of been

Your perfect man

Pass By

Sitting here watching

Others rushing round

I care not what they’re doing

Or what they think they found

Someday I might wonder

Where they all came from

But why should I care

Doing nothing is more fun

Why is death clinging

At me instead of you

I beg I’m not ready

I have much more to do

Death smiles down at me

Don’t let those eyes cry

Because you just sit there

And let life pass you by

Last Thoughts:

Pain excruciating pain

Screams exploding in my head

Voices in the dark whispering

Laughter echoing to and fro

Icy hands touching me,

Where am I, who am I,

Is anyone there, none reply

This darkness is choking me

The pain gone, screaming silenced

Whispers just white noise far away

Nothingness is engulfing me

God is this my eternity

Battered Soul

The grief within

No one can see

This will to live

Is draining out of me

Yet the truth

No one knows

For none can see

This battered soul

They say this life

Has plenty to give

So why, within it,

I see no reason to live

Others scream out

Just listen to me

I’m never wrong

You’re sure to see

The pain is strong

I know it’s near

But is it life

Or death I fear